Have you had the urge to do something that you know you might ultimately regret or would have just executed it in the moment of folly, insanity or pure passion? e.g. messaging someone when you know you shouldn't, letting yourself fall into relationships that you think you'd know better.

To be very honest, i have been thinking about talking to her again, in fact maybe even telling her that i missed her... and i don't know why... maybe its im lonely, stressed, or just really miss her.. i know i shouldn't, but there has been moments where i almost messaged her, clicked on her msn window and then closed it again before i typed anything. Wasn't I the one that wanted to move on? Im sure she already has. Or is it the lack of companionship that led me to remember the times we had? My Godsis says i shouldn't complicate my life, as complicated as it already is... i guess she's right (she's always so right)... so just hanging on day to day...

Don't get me wrong, not that im moping all the time or something... being single is certainly more carefree in a way, being in control of my own time and less responsibilities. Sometimes when im really tired and want to head to bed, i don't have to worry about not spending time with my girlfriend. Pros and Cons i guess.. I do enjoy my freedom, but sometimes all of us just don't wanna be alone.

cheers.

I like solitude. Most of the time. Sometimes it gets old...in which case I like to reminisce about the people who are important in my life, and the times I\'ve shared w/ them. There\'s someone who I only lately realized I really cared for...and I\'ve known and worked with her for 5+ years. I doubt she feels the same...she\'s graduating from high school, moving on to college, and getting started with the rest of her life. But I don\'t really spend time moping on it either, that\'s not the way to live.

\" Have you had the urge to do something that you know you might ultimately regret or would have just executed it in the moment of folly, insanity or pure passion?\"
--All the time.
» The-Muffin-Man on 2006-09-03 11:38:21

i know what you mean... lol, although i cant relate to the past relationship thing. i'm sure i'd like to be in a relationship, but not being one means you're not tied down.

i'm not sure what happened to you two, but if you broke up it means that something went wrong... don't be upset that it's over now, be glad you two had a past, and when you get lonely, you can think of the times you shared and smile about it, instead of thinking 'i wish i was in a relationship again because i want a partner to recreate those fun times with right now' cos in the end, that's gonna become messy since those times are generally fleeting, and you wrote that you're trying to move on anyways.

L8r,

—×Kuri×—
» Kuri on 2006-09-03 01:50:38

yup... i really believe now when they say it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all... i know there's a lot of cynics out there, myself included, but i just want to say i never had any regrets for what i did, and i would definately tell others not to think about consequences sometimes. You only live once!
» Koban on 2006-09-04 07:40:33

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